Fixing Things!

I finally stepped forth
and said what i needed to say
you both listen and questioned
if I'm still the same way

but honestly I'm not
and I'm over the past
the frustrated thoughts
and overwhelming tears that last

i just want to be us
as we were all along
not to picky
but always standing strong

i didn't know
half of what you girls said
i didn't know i said those things
and made those face's instead

i didn't know
it affect you all so much
although i seemed to hide it
i didn't know a judgment
could be made through ignorance

but that wasn't judgment
that was catching your stare
it's was just a insecure girl
with issue's to spair

it's not your fault
and I'm not blaming you
i know I've got problems
just thank god you girls stayed through

i just hope you know
i don't look down upon you
i did at first but never again
I've learned my lesson everyone sin's

life is worth more
than a stupid judge mental stare
i want to have you girls
by my side
even when life seems so unfair

but as we move forward
away from this mess
i just sit down and pray
you'll realize i didn't mean what was said

And I'm ready to move on
and get back to us

Love, Erica