So Far Away

You are so far away from me
I wish that you were here,
All I want is to see your face
And hold your heart so near.

I lay awake every single night
I pray and think of you,
I see you not just in my dreams
But the entire day through.

I think about the times we shared
And the secret looks we stole,
Without you here beside me now
My life is just not whole.

The words you write confuse me
And your intentions even more,
I wish I knew your heart's desire
Right down to the core.

I wish that things were different
And I knew just how you felt,
I guess that we must simply play
The cards that we are dealt.

You have a brand new life now
And a whole new set of friends,
I can't help but wonder though
Where will you be in the end?

So with all this
I need you to know
I'm not quite ready
To let you go.