In the Dark

I can't keep running from my fears,
Why do I keep holding back my tears.
My heart is breaking by the hour,
everything seems to be so sour.
I'm tired of faking I'm someone else,
I just want to be able to be my self,
I'm so confused by my lies,
I wonder if it would be easier if I weren't alive,
No, I can't say that it wouldn't be,
But still I wish people could see me.
Believe it or not I am very real,
and in case no one noticed I can feel.
Only God knows what's really on my heart,
in the end only Christ can keep me from falling apart.