Deadly mistake

Here I am
Loving you
But you don't care
Why would you

You are heartless
And Extremely messed up
I gave you my heart
And you ripped it up

I'm sorry for whatever i did
I am so mad
How could you do that
You made me so sad

Now looking back
At that one mistake
Someone better save me
Before I break

I know I say I hate you
And maybe I do
But in the corner of my mind
I'll always love you

Now you won't talk to me
Or acknowledge me in the hall
You don't say hi
Or do anything at all

Please don't do this to me
I feel like sh*t
I don't want to feel like this
I'm though with it

I'll find a way
to make me feel good
i might slit my wrists
Cause you misunderstood

For something so little
It hurt me so bad
So good-bye to the good times
We have had

But please will you talk to me
I need you in my life
And if you don't talk to me
I'm ready with the knife

I'm so pissed off
but I love you it's true
I'm so confused
I don't know what to do

Now I sit here crying
thoughts of you in my head
I wonder if you care
If I were dead....

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