Faded Away

I hate how just one person can make you feel so bad
just when I thought I was happy, everything just tore down
I'll never find "the one" because I'll never be good enough
I'll just be a lost memory, and no one will be around

All the things that I have said, I wish I could take it all back
I'll never be good enough for anyone, and I'll be forever alone
I'll be the girl in the news that committed suicide
or I'll be the girl that never wants to leave home

I'll be the one people feel sorry for
and I'll be lost forever
I'll always have these imperfections
when will I be free from pain? I think never

Can I just be loved?
and have the same feelings returned to me?
or will I...
die alone..and having this gun being the last thing I see?

Can I say I'm sorry
or are their no words that I can say?
what is their left to live for? nothing.
I've already faded away..