Silent Scream

A person so bleak
so empty inside
I can no longer count
every time I've lied

I protect myself
from being found out
because no one understands
what my pain is about

I need to hurt
I need to see whats wrong
I need to end my life
because its just too damn long

I hurt so bad
I'm numb to pain
people don't know
why I'm going insane

My life spiraled down
no longer can I redeem
I sit here listening loudly
to a silent scream

I hate so much
I'd rather die
than look in your face
and tell another lie

my world goes fuzzy
the lies I can't take back
my life has slowly faded
from white to pitch black