A reckoning

I have crumbled in the burning of time.
I have fallen from your words and lines.

You are a reckoning that has struck me dead.
You have turned away from me and ignored what i said.

You have burst through me and entered my mind.
You are something i could never find.

Within i see the devil with hate.
He grins at me with a future of fate.

You have made this monster inside and have changed so much.

Can you see the monster in me? Its something that never wanted to be.

But instead you had to make this strong.
Making something that never belonged.

Its hate bursts out and lingers in the air.
It corrupts the minds of others even when they're not there.

My tears of hatred are flowing now, and I lost my grip.
I am now in total denial and about to flip.

The crescent moon is my time and hour.
Its something that mixes with power.

As i stare into the moonlights gaze.
My hatred slowly fades.

You are still a reckoning to my present eyes.
Because of you, i have always cried.

You have now developed something more than fate.
Its something that reveals my destroyed love and hate.

But while in silence, you have given hope.
You are me....Lessoning, you are the deep ring in my ears.
you have brought me through all these years.

You are my silent reckoning within, that reveals everything in sin. You are.... The Reckoning.