Excruciating pain
as the brain cells die
where does it end?
my life begins to feel so empty
i have no point at all
excruciating pain
nauseous feeling
as i sit down and cry
i try to pretend
one last breath i take
now i watch the angels fly away
nauseous feeling
unnerving sadness
as devils pierce the sky
a silence that i try to defend
i give myself to you
yet i am alone in a dark room
unnerving sadness
carnivorous lust
as my life passes me by
for your love i try to contend
but here i am
a knife in my hand
carnivorous lust
overlooked goodbyes
as i crawl through the tunnel
there you are, my lonely friend
wondering what went wrong
you’ll always be with me
overlooked goodbyes
blackened future
as i am now nothing
into the sky i now ascend
into the distance
i cannot pretend
blackened future, forgive me one last time
