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by ~*GrAcE~* Mar 7, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
Id never think of you to hurt me i trusted you so much the only guy i know with such a gentle touch you said you had a surprise for our one year anniversary my heart quickened at the thought of what it could possibly be we got into your car and drove to a distant place you parked the car on an empty beach reached over and turned my face "your the most beautiful girl i know i love you with all my heart i want to be with you forever with only death to tear us apart" he held my hand in his and on one finger slipped a ring "will you marry me Teresa?" but i couldn't say a thing when i finally got my breath back i whispered "yes i will" he leaned over and kissed my lips and the tears began to spill we started to walk toward the water another car pulled up next to ours "this is a private beach" said Jason as one of the guys began to howl "nice ride" one yelled to the other as they began to gather round "how bout the keys rich boy? throw 'em on the ground" "piss off you rotten kids" yelled Jason i tightly gripped his hand "wrong answer" said the other driver as he slowly began to stand three shots were fired out of no where i screamed as Jason fell the boys took both cars and ran my life had turned to hell i dropped to the ground where Jason lay on my lap i rested his head without my love in my life i would rather be dead i reached down to his ankle where i knew he kept his gun i pushed the barrel to the side of my head, and counted 3,2,1.