My tie is skewed, my shirt is out
Strutting around, messing about
I can hide the depths of my heart
I can pretend that we’re never apart
They’re laughing with me, but inside I’m crying
Full of youth and life but inside I’m dying
I know none of them have a clue
I know that the only thing that matters is you
My smile is always turned on
No one suspects that my joy is a con
I appear to mean all the words that I say
Hiding my feelings of all my dismay
I’m a loner even though I’m surrounded
Saw you again and away my heart pounded
I’m missing you with my heart exploding
I’m telling you and the pressures unloading
I’m telling the truth of the thoughts in my head
I’m making sure you know before I am dead
That I love you though you love me not
Reminding you in case you forgot
