Broken Dreams!

Every single moment
i open up my heart
i tend to believe it's real
and the world just falls apart

nothing seems so far
as you and me together
but every time i try
it's like bad timing with shitty weather

i don't know why
you want my attention
you don't have to say sorry
or feel it's your discretion

in a simple way
you'd see i don't care
but you keep talking
and hugging me it's unfair

i can't hate you
or push you away
if you keep staying there
and keep fighting to say

say something meaningful
say something nice
say something that might hurt me forever
because i know there will be no us

if i understand that
then why do i question
act of the your chatting
and endless message

i don't know what your trying to say
i don't know what you feel
i don't know if you think of me
as a girl that is truly real

i don't know why your asking
to hangout when i know you won't call
i don't know why i hope the phone will ring
when it rarely does at all

so i guess it's truth to myself
to tell what exactly will happen
but if you keep stopping my heart
it's my heart that will break in passion

the passion that fills me up
when you touch me with your palm
those beautiful eyes of wonder
and words that seem to slip out all along

under my skin
as the chills run up my arms
god i hope this goes away soon
I'm tired of feeling this all alone