Forsaken...Betrayed

I once walked this road
Long, long ago
And I hated this path
For it was filled with pain

Every turn I took
On this desolate path
Would weaken my heart
‘Till I bled deep from inside

I clutched at my chest
Trying to ease the pain
But it was no help
These hands weren’t mine

Someone else was inside of me
They were making me hurt bad
They felt joy in this
In making me cry

What did I do?
I called into the night
I searched for an answer
But none was around

I needed a light
To help light my way
Something able to guide me
To where I’d be free

Somewhere no pain could reside
Somewhere I could call home
I needed a place to stay
This need was desperate

I felt myself slipping
From my old being
This monster inside me
Was finding a good hold

I knew who it was
The person controlling me
Or rather “persons”
For more than one was there

They were familiar people
I’d always known them
But they’d never done this
Never forsaken me so

Who are these people?
I tried to remember
I was cloudy, confused
Memories far away from me

Then I knew
Who these horrible beings were
They were my own flesh and blood
The ones who conceived me