Please stop saying that I don't care.
you have no idea what is it like.
the pain you feel is different
it is self inflicted this is pain from someone else.
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant for you to feel unwanted
I still consider you one of my best friends
but I can't spend a lifetime asking you to forgive me..
I can't take you acting like I'm the one who changed..
your the one who cuts and says that no one cares.
everyone who does care you just push away we all have fought you so much to keep you around and you just don't care you act like its our fault.
it isn't us we didn't do this to you.
sure we may not help but it can't be helped if you won't let us..
you push us out and treat us like shit.
I can't help but think that life was so easy before all of this started.. before you gave up.
I cant be around you and have you talk about killing yourself.
when you pulled me aside and told me that you weren't supposed to be here you were supposed to be dead.. i couldn't take hearing that.
you act like we are happy that your hurting well we aren't but there isn't anything we can do about it you don't want our help.
I'm sorry About all of this
