One last time...

I close my eyes
press the knife up against my skin
hold my breath
and the cutting begins

one by one
I slice away
Decreasing the pain
day by day

I scream and scream
But nobody hears
They don't understand
All of my fears

I usually get a towel and press
to stop the bleeding
but this time
I am succeeding

No one can stop me
they all had their chance
Everyone better hurry up
and take their last glance....