So Cold

I'm so cold
I'll be a new man soon
Through all this rain
I cant feel any pain
Please stay with me
I will change
But for now
I'm just so cold

I miss the sound of your voice
This silence,this silence gets so loud
I can't take it anymore
I need you in my life cause there is no one else
Please understand that I will change
But now

I'm just so cold
And a new day will come
Where I'll be that man you want
But now is not that day
And Tomorrow doesn't look to bright either
So please stay
I can change
But I am
Just so cold

You will never understand how I feel inside
You scratch my surface but you will never know
For this I am sorry but It's Just how I am

I am so cold

*For you Shannon*