Did you......?

Did you ever feel like no one was there?

Did you ever feel like nobody cared?

I have felt way

Kinda like today

I always get blamed for things I don't do

Has that ever happened to you?

I hate this feeling

I feel like I wanna die

Then other people can go and tell more lies

Its pretty hard whenever your own family doesn't trust you

Shouldn't they?

I always thought that they should.

My moms a drug addict

My dads the best

I just live like this anymore more.

I wanna be put to rest.

I shake

I cry

They lie

and

lie

I cant take this

I want to end it

I hate my mom

I love my dad

But I guess that is all just a sad story of a broken and perfect life...

****Please vote & comment it would sure mean a lot.My mom has lied with her sister many times. But I guess whenever she lies about me everyone believes it. I hate this feeling. I feel like I should be the one so that my mom does not have to get blamed for it all. I wanna have a good life wit my dad. Is that much to ask for. I don't think that that is. I gotta good life up here in P.A. and I don't want anyone taking this away. I mean my mom has called and lied about my dad and grandma before so she decided to do it again. I wanna run away and hide and never come back.. Tell me how you guys think I should do. Thanx Bonnie