Bleed Away the Pain

I've got more than 30 scars
Running up and down my arms
Stinging from the cuts made with that blade
I had all this pain inside
That I couldn't start to hide
So I tried to bleed it all away

I thought I was in command
With that razor in my hand
But I'm worse off than I was before
I stuck the knife in my skin
Then I started digging in
And now I am bleeding on the floor

Don't bother to listen after all my cries for help
After all, I'll just go looking for the end myself
In the end I'll feel worse off than I was before
before I wasn't bleeding heavy on the floor

No one knows that I feel like
I just can't do nothing right
And this goes to prove I wasn't wrong
I'll sit here and wait until I
Feel like I can ease my mind
And all of these dreadful scars are gone

Maybe someday I will be
Able to like what I see
When I wake up and look in the mirror
But until that someday comes
I'll be here with all my cuts
Hoping that they all will disappear

Don't bother to listen after all my cries for help
After all, I'll just go looking for the end myself
In the end I'll feel worse off than I was before
cause before I wasn't bleeding heavy on the floor