No where else to go

I'm sorry for that time
When I called you at 6am

I didn't know what else to do

I was up all night
Crying and thinking of you

Wishing you could be there with me

The sound of the machines
The I.V. in my wrist
I was so scared

I was so weak, so sick

I just wanted to hear your voice
To make things seem okay

I'm sorry if it was hard on you
I didn't mean you any harm
I had no one else to go to

I trusted you alone
I'm sorry if I made things hard
I just wanted to get better
To be happy

I don't know if I am
Or ever will be

But I know I wouldn't be here
I wouldn't be alive
If it wasn't for you
I would have died

It was all downhill
Sorry if it was rough
You stay strong for me
Thank you so much

**I know this is a different format than most of my poems and may not be my best. But it was me getting my thoughts down...**