The day I tried to kill myself Pt 1

Remembering every moment
As if it were yesterday
It just plays on repeat in my mind
It never goes away
I skipped third period
Went in the bathroom stall
Thought for quite a while
If I should send a pleading call
I decided not to
Then I sat on the floor
Taking them one by one
Hoping to live no more
A few people came in
Asked if I was okay
I lied, they believed
And went on with their day
I was getting so weak
I was getting so sick
I wanted to die
That was my wish
I could barely keep my eyes open
My head was hanging down
I wondered how long it'd take
Until I hit the ground
I looked into the mirror
Saw the running tears
Looking at my reflection
Overcome by many fears
Looking at my image
Oh, what have I become?
I have made too many mistakes
That can never be undone