These Dreams, These Thoughts

I’m half awake half asleep
Walking trough this hall of dreams
Can you feel the cold from the floor?
In here nothing is what it seems…

Hands sliding pass the slippery walls
Feet tripping over lost hope and fallen tears
Swallowed by the never-ending darkness
Completely surrendered to all my fears

Covered in scars white as snow
Blood dripping down red as wine
Can you imagine anyone like this?
Still saying to him everything is fine…

Living from night to night
Walking trough this hall of dreams
Can you feel the cold from the floor?
In here nothing is what it seems…

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Do I still like the daylight?
Loving the sun just for what it is
Do I still like looking at fallen stars at night?
Dreaming of another world created by my wish…

Do I still care if people get killed…?
Following the rules which others made
People are getting more lifeless every day
Running from the sun to hide in the shade…

Am I still a stranger to this big world
Walking past people like I’m a sort of ghost
Keep pretending that I still belong
Still searching for something from coast to coast

Do I still like lying in the grass in the summer?
Loving the sun just for what it is
Do I still like looking at fallen stars at night?
Dreaming of another world created by my wish…

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I’m staring out the window today
Watching my world slowly go by
Sitting all by myself again
Maybe life’s nothing more than a lie

People will keep pretending to be happy
From day to day and night to night
Protecting what they love the most
Even if it means they will have to fight

Perhaps I will keep on fighting for what I love
Protecting it until I die
Because in the end nothing really matters
I will always just keep wondering why

So here I am sitting in the park
Watching my world slowly go by
Sitting all by myself again
Maybe life’s nothing more than a lie