What to do.

I feel the tears run down my cheek,
My blood is nearly rising.
My heart is pounding,
My lips are blue,
I dont know what to do.

Everything I hoped and prayed,
Is coming to an end.
The only person in my dreams,
Doesn’t want me again.

So tell me someone,
What to do.
Keep sobbing in my pain.

I cant take this,
I know I cant,
I’m the one to blame.

But God forbid,
I ask him
what I did so wrong.
I am lonesome,
I am trash.
Im am broken
...and I am bashed.