Can't Forget

No matter how hard I try to for get you I always seem to fail.

I try to stop thinking of you,
But I remember every last detail.

Of your voice and of your smile,
I even remember your laugh, and making the cookie trail.
You always said you wanted something sweet to follow you home.
And one day I did.

I just wish I wouldn't have left.
I can see how much I've missed.

After I hurt you, you moved on and found someone else.

You said that you were taking it slow,
but I saw when you guys had your first kiss.

I can remember how much you really loved me.
You told me I was the one.
But I guess that's just what you thought.

Because the relationship we had is now done.
But something you don't know is that I truly wish I was really that special one.

Why did I have to leave?
Why did I have to hurt you?
I guess I never know.

Sometimes I just don't know what's wrong with me.
I have a problem with hurting guys,
It's not like your the first,
Your just the first that I've fallen for and that's why it really hurts.

I did this to myself, and I feel there's no turning back,
So really my heart is the one that's still cracked.

It hurts to know that you truly loved me,
And that I truly loved you back

But of course I always see you,
And I can never speak a word.

It's like I'm scared of getting rejected,
But I'm supposed to be mature.

Or maybe I'm just mad because you really don't want me back.
Me trying not to love you is really one big act.
So maybe your doing that to.
But what am I thinking?
I really am a fool.

Love makes you do crazy things.I guess this is just one of them.
I just wish you'd be trying to make the same crazy attempts too.

So that I'm not the only one.
But maybe I'm the only one and I'm supposed to be alone.

But that's what I deserve for all that I've done.
I'm just scared to face the facts.
I'm just scared to be alone.