I wonder

Will you read this, I don't know
Do you care that I want to go
I wonder because I cannot see
I feel like you don't care for me

I hate myself, I wonder if you know
Perhaps you want me to be alone
I am so stressed and insecure
You are my way, my only cure

I cannot cope with this confusion
Is our friendship an illusion
Am I clinging to something that was never there
Do you think about me, Do you care