How do i feel

I cant describe how i feel
its too deep
too concealed

i try to find the answer
to my existance
only to be terrified
that there is no answer

please tell me something
did i cut myself for nothing
or for what i felt

is there a cure
do i get out
can i take my mind away
from the pain i feel

as i fall asleep
i ask myself
how do i feel