Do you ever?

Do you ever feel so lost and alone
People surround you, yet you are all on your own
Do you ever feel like people don't care
You want to tell them but they are never there

Do you ever hate someone so much
That you shudder in hatred when you feel there touch
Do you ever feel rejected by some friends
They never say they'll be there until the end

Do you ever feel so in love, you could cry
Because she doesn't love you, you want to die
Do you ever feel so jealous of them
Because they are so pretty and everyone loves them

Do you ever cry because she will soon be dead
Mixed up emotions, fighting for a place in your head
Do you ever long for her to stay
Yell and scream because she's going away

Do you ever walk through the door of school
Pretend life is good and everythings cool
Do you ever break down at break in the loos
So people do not have a clue

Do you ever get followed home every day
People shouting to hurt you as you pass their way
Do you ever put your head down facing the floor
From your eyes your tears do pour

Do you ever watch you broken heart
Wishing that once again you could start
Do you ever cut you arms just to see them bleed
Filled with love for the knife and need

Do you ever need someone so much do you.
Do you ever feel these things, I do...