A Past With Him

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Relentless confusion, a fog never clearing
I care for him with my gentle heart
I, forgive and forget to soon,
tO easily
I know I will only get hurt, that in the end he will deceive and betray me, just like before
Yet, just as then, i trust him... with my heart

But they whisper, they like a child always happy and free, trusting and willing
My heart whispers," he is good"

Though he is so cruel, he speaks so kindly, a touch so tender

I long for it, wish to have it for so long,
Even though I know to do so would be wrong

But he, Can not be
How can a man so kind, and caring
be so ignorant and destructive
He doesn’t know what he does
The pain and the darkness left in the heart, off the ones he dares to love

They may be just as I,
Torn between him and what is right

He doesn’t understand, though I have tried to tell him,
My words are like the wind
Blowing whispering yet he doesn’t hear

Walking past with no compassion
With a blind eye he gazes at me, not seeing in my eyes, in me how torn I was,
How happy I was before I met him
How happy I was to know I could finally let go

I thought I had
But I was wrong, as strong as I am
Your kind words, you soft touch calls to my heart
And I come

Maybe I wait till you tare me in too
My heart scarred forever, maybe then will I finally be able to let go
To leave you

TO love you is pain, that is what i have come to think
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