Bleeding heart

Bleeding from the inside,
no one can see it but it there,
i hide it with a smile,
it hurts so bad when your hearts bleeding,
with no one there to mend it,
no one there to help u back up,
but its all in a days time,
it will all end sooner or later,
so i will b able to live,
I'm learning to live with a bleeding heart,
but I'm hoping it can only bleed for so long,
either ending in a mended heart,
or with the end of me,
i wont know but somehow this life has to change,
i hope it does soon,
but till then I'm here,
lying on my bed,
curled up in the corner,
thinking,
trying to meant my bleeding heart