Why?

I sit here for hours
Waiting for your call
I miss hearing your voice
I miss your love in all
I wish there were some way
That you could see the pain inside
I want so badly
For things to be alright
But you seem too different
Do you love me anymore?
Did you know that I would do anything
Just to hear your voice once more
I look at your name
As it sits on the screen
I wonder should I click it
And say anything
But I stop myself
I fear the pain too much
So I continue to stare
Longing for a touch
Do you care at all?
Do you feel the same?
Do you love me at all?
Or was this always a game?
Tell me the truth
Do not try to protect me anymore
I’m not as fragile as you think
If I was I would be gone
I want to give up so much
My heart is ripped to shreds
But yet I continue
Living without regret
I will no longer run
Like I did before
I learned that you can do nothing
If your not true to your heart
And my heart wants the truth
Though for so long I will cry
And that truth is your answer
To my question
WHY?