Fall

As I look at the raindrops plattering against the window sill,..
I try to block out the noise being created by the thunder..
It's 4:30am and I lie awake regretting this blunder
I lie alone wiping my tears...
I try to let go off all my fears...
I realize I everyday fall harder
I fall for the mean things you do
I fall for your eyes so cruel
I fall for your walk so free
I fall for your voice full of glee
I fall for the kiddish things you do
Every moment I fall in love with you
For you life is a play
But the world,I know,is made of clay
You walked out of my life
And I forgot all my lines
You gave my world one little shove and it fell apart...
But I felt the pain deep down in my heart
Now I let the raindrops wash over me...
Hoping they wash your thoughts away too...
The thoughts of the all the cute little things you do
I listen to the thunder and think...
When was the last time I saw you blink?
Now I can feel you here with me...
Now that i slowly fall asleep...