Your lies

I guess you aren't the person
That I really thought you were
I thought you were so perfect
I thought you were an angel for sure
I didn't see behind your mask
I was so stupid and blind
I thought that you would help me
Not leave me far behind
I see you in the halls
It just breaks my heart in two
I hate you so much
But I can't stop loving you
I really care for you
You saved my life, you see
When I was lost without any hope
You helped me to believe
So I can't let go of you
No matter how hard I try
You're so close to my heart
Even if your love was a lie
I've made so many mistakes
So much pain I've gone through
But my biggest regret
Is putting my trust in you