You Screwed Me Up

I trusted you, heart and soul
I gave myself to you and you took control
And you just watched me fall away
To think I actually thought you'd stay

I must have been a mug to trust you
After all life's put me through
I thought I would have had more sense
Would have thought my heart would have been tense

But I jumped with both feet
Thinking you were smart and sweet
But you were just a knife in my side
Hurting me each time until I cried

Now I'm in a million pieces before you
You see I no longer adore you
I see the hell fire within
That I should have seen before I let this begin

But it's too late now, I am broken
I mistakenly left myself far too open
You crawled inside and infested my heart
Weren't satisfied till I had fallen apart

Well perhaps you would like a tear
A trophy for tricking me for one whole year
Would you like it cried in front of her, maybe?
So she knows yesterday, it was me you called baby

That while you cuddled up to her in the park
You left me at home in the dark
Making your meals, cleaning your clothes
I'll show her my tears, to make sure she knows.

© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005

* Written in charactor, sort of.