GraveStone

Here i lie dead but awake
i have a few last words to say

i will no longer apologize for something that wasn't me
i won't try to force you to see something you don't want to see

I'm tired of the hell you put me through
I'm gone now family away from all of you

i am your only daughter scared and alone
i am your baby sister afraid of what you've done

i am your niece in waiting for you to get home
i am your granddaughter saying I'm not the perfect one

i am your lonely girlfriend waiting for you to hold
i am sitting here waiting scared and alone

i am your best friend trying to be there for you
while dealing with my hell along with it too

i am a student really struggling with grades
just trying to get through school with what i've made

i am a dreamer wondering what lifes about
also trying to follow my destiny without any doubt

i can't believe you didn't believe me when i said i've gone bad
i can't believe you still lied to me about everything i've ever had

my gravestone here says what i have written down
please don't try to bring the guilt it doesn't work anymore and it will no longer make me frown

i am though however now happily away
because now i have said my last few words to say