Whats happening to me

My spelling is horrible, my vocabulary is worse, i can't write for my life, what could be worse.

School is fun, and i do learn. I just can't express myself in the way that i should. Sports keep my active, but I'm not good at any of them. music is a blast, now only if i could get on tune.

My friends keep disappearing day, by day. i use to have so many that i couldn't choose what one i wanted to hang out with that day. Now it feels like i only have 3 but it seems that they are also disappearing on me.

Positive feedback would be nice, not an insult, or a rude joke, its not nice. Everything is just going wrong. I can't do anything right without something so simple going wrong.