Better now, you?

I'm better now.
What about you?
I see those cuts,
are they new?
I love you so much,
my wonderful friend.
But there are some things
we need to mend.
Horrible things,
In my ears they ring.
but that's ok,
alone in my bed I lay,
close my eyes and begin to pray.
Play that these horrible words,
will end today.
I hope you are better,
I was ashamed you were a cutter,
Don't know how that could be,
because all along you were me.