Suicide letter

I am not happy, nor can I picture being so
Things are not getting better
And so perhaps the time has at last come
To write my long awaited suicide letter

Saying goodbye to the ones I love most
At last, I have set myself free from this cage
As I write my apologies for not being strong
Filling up my bloodstained tear covered page

I pour out my heart in the only way I know
Naming the person that I love so very much
I don't feel embarassed by saying "I love you"
For I can finally say how I longed for your touch

At last it is time and I put down my pen
I stared at my scar covered life
What I did to myself hurting others along with me
A smile breaks on my face as I see the way from my strife

So I bring up the noose, which has been ready for weeks
I tie it up to the hook on the ceiling
Put my head through and kick the chair away
At last I have lost all my feelings....