Ended

Running round in circles with no hope of recovery
Not feeling any happier at all
Crashing into brick walls that block my path
No one there to hear me, when for help I do call

Slipping out of parties where I do not belong
Searching for a place where I can cry
Stumbling around blinded by grief
Curled up on the floor waiting to die

Floating on the border of suicide and life
What can I do but give in too
Shaking and convulsing lying on the floor
Dreaming my final thoughts of you

Blood gushes on to the empty road
Where my body lays dead and grey
A gash on my artery, still pumping feebly
I end my life this very day