Within the Walls

For I am eternality restrained behind these ivy-covered walls,
Was not of war nor hate, but is I who sealed my own fate,
Through out lonely life, never capturing loves erotic taste,

As with heart, soul, body and mind gave love till tears flowed,
Rewarded with steely eyed glares of her love gone icy-cold,
Tarnished by acid-laced proclamations of her rejection of me,

Retreating in all to familiar pain, finding solitude within my walls,
Nothing left and going hideously insane, psychotic dreams remain,
Releasing wretched soul from loves feelings, senses I cannot master,

Inside walls I use self indulged torture, seeing visions of others in love,
For I know deep down only my demented mind can release this fear,
But where and from whom shall help me to exorcise evil demons,
Fate again deprived me a Goddess whose powers I would drink,

Within the walls I shall stay, terrified of love, prisoner of my mind.