This is pathetic, I am a first class
Complete and utter screwed up retard.
I tried to fight, I found some ground
But discovered life was still too damn hard.
So ignore this rambling, so walk past me
Think of me as the s h it under your shoe
I won't take offence, heck I won't even care
Cos when I look in the mirror, that’s what I do.
I will cut myself till my blood runs cold
Till all feeling has left and I'm just paralyzed
I will stare at the pretty river, mark the color
And watch it flow till I'm hypnotized
Because what else is there in life
That assures you it won't trick you at all
Because everything else seems to rise me up
Just so it can bloody laugh when I fall.
I'm one girl in this big world, seventeen
But still as lost as I was aged eleven
Feel disgusted at myself, ugly and worthless
I cut myself a doorway to return to my black heaven.
