Broken

* I wrote this exactly a year ago ... 6 days before i was addmitted to a psychiatric hospital. Funny how I kinda still feel the same right now. oh well.

Empty and in despair
After a fit of tears
Now I know that they care
But I've been alone all these years

I feel soul-less and broken
A tortured nothing trapped in a shell
They get me to talk, they cut me open
And I try and describe my hell

But who can save me
So lost inside these chains
Memories of the pain they gave me
Still remains

In the depths of my mind
She lays in wait
Misery will not be left behind
Misery carries my hate

Bleed and bleed I do
Trying to numb my agony
My heart beaten black and blue
What has happened to me

Hello am I still living
I can't feel you in my head
Even with the hope your giving
I still want me dead

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