Another

Another cut
Another day
Another scar
That won’t go away

Another thought
Another tear
Another drop
Of blood, my dear

Another risk
Another chance
Another opportunity
On my skin to lance

Another pain
Another lie
Another reason
To break down and cry

Another pledge
Another friend
Another benefit
To wait to see the end

Another smile
Another cutter
Another occurrence
Maybe I’m just like her

Another song
Another hand
Another person
You’ll never understand

Another friendship
That’ll leave you torn apart
That will leave you crying at times
Because that “friend” broke your heart

Another everything
Because life goes on
To see another sunset
To see another dawn

Another hope
That will crash and burn
They told you to throw in the towel
But its their turn

To those people who gave in on me
That cracked beneath my pain
I’m sorry about the cuts I made
I know I drove half of you insane

But even though I’ve considered
The horrible things you’ve said
About my eventual death
Knowing you want me dead

But why is it that I thought you knew?
You said we were the same
We were always the dark ones
But we werent playing the same game

I pushed it too far
But I know what I did
I passed the line that you were afraid of
I did what you forbid

I made myself an addict
To bleeding buckets of blood
I hurt myself more than you could imagine
Don’t treat me anymore like mud

I’m been pushed below the surface
Beyond what you can contemplate
I pushed myself that much closer
To finally meeting my fate

But with another tear I cry
Another battle I sought
More pain than imaginable
Another disturbing thought