This poem was wrote many years ago (4yrs) when i was in love (first love) with a very special guy, and guess wat?! my best fd was also in love with him.. very sad...
it's not the top poem, but it's 100% out of my heart. thx for reading^^
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My only secret, I did not tell you,
Is that I love the guy you love too.
Of course, I love you Grace,
But it’s the fact we have to face.
Truly I’m so sorry Grace,
Saltwater descending on my face,
Once we looked for a shooting star,
Wishing that we would never be apart.
It makes me smile remembering our days,
Spending our times in a very special way,
And all the fun we shared,
Our closeness was very rare.
Is this how we had to end,
A pair of separated friends?
Our strong friendship in the past,
Will it still forever last?
Who is the only one in his mind?
The answer we’re still trying to find.
Days passed and I am now aware,
That you’re the only one for whom he cares.
At last I have to understand,
This is the truth I cannot stand
Seeing him dating with my best friend?
In fact my dream world had just end.
This is the only thing I can do,
Living here alone without you.
Life became sorrow and pain,
Dejectedly I stand in the rain.
“Every time I see your eyes,
It always makes me cry,
Knowing that I can’t have you
Forever I’ll love you still.â€
It’s the thorny path that I’m walking through,
“Sorry, I cannot stop thinking of youâ€,
I cannot control my consistent frown,
Out of my eyes tears kept tumbling down.
“Everyday, I wait for the hopeless chance,
Jealously, I gazed at her eager dance,
Telling me all her romances with you,
I wanted to tell her that I love you too.â€
“I deceitfully hope your relationship grow,
But inside my heart I don’t want to be so,
I guess, what else can I do?
Trying to make you love me too?â€
Looking at you two, I guess this is the end,
Fortunately we are still friends
Forever, I’ll never forget,
You’re the best guy I ever met!
