Because of What I Lack

God took you away from me
He's making me pay
I caused so much pain
That just won't go away

He didn't have to take your life
It wasn't your fault
I always caused problems
That had bad results

You never let me down
Even if you could
You always stood by my side
You helped me bring out the good

He took you away
Before I said those three little words
It would've meant so much to you
I now realize thats what you would've preferred

I had many opportunities to let you know
But instead I waited until it was to late
I never let my true feelings show
I wish you would've had a better fate

You deserved so much better
You were a wonderful person
I never acted like I really cared
Until I saw you laying in you coffin

I started to cry
I couldn't fight back
I knew that I hurt you
Because of all the good things that I lack