Poser

These past few years Ive called my life
have been nothing but lies
i would put this mask on my face
so it would seem that i was happy
but inside i was trying
to keep the tears inside
i would sit at home
stare at that knife
i couldn't control myself
i had to cut
just this one last time
then my best friend asked me
if i stopped cutting
i looked her straight in the eye
i said i promise i stopped I'm happy now
how could i have done something like this
the one person who trusted me
who i trusted the most
i betrayed her!
i looked her straight in the eye and lied to her
i put on this mask everyday
i say I'm happy
I'm just a poser

I'm sorry to all Ive hurt

Emmy