You never even thought of me

It's a sad thing to think about
It's hard to even admit these things
But in my heart
I know this is true

After all this time
I let you fool me
I let your lies decieve me
You tricked me

I gave you my heart
Without thinking of the consequences
And the sad part
Has not yet even begun

Our love was the best of them all
Nothing could come between us
My life was at it's highest peak
Until I was referred to as "she"

"She is nothing"
"She has no part in my life"
And thats when the tears had begun
You cannot even imagine

It's a sad thing to think about
It's hard to even admit these things
But in my heart
I realized you never even thought of me