I'm only killing me

If you don't believe me
There's nothing I can do
How can you understand
If you won't see me through

I'm sorry I but i have no choice
This is what I must do
For i can't stand it
When you say how could you

Without you in my life
I would no longer be strong
I don't know how
I would get along

So now that your gone
There is no one
I will finally be happy
When my life is done

So please God
take me away
Up in heaven
Forever to stay

Don't make me stay here
For I have nothing now
I can't keep living
I don't know how

People wonder how it can be
To have it so bad
that you end you life
And make people sad

But they just don't get it
They just don't see
It shouldn't bother you
I'm only killing me