Diary

Dear diary
I say this now
this is my last entry
Please don't ask how

Your the only one who knows
Your the only one who knows me
Your the only one I can trust
Your the only one who will see

But I wish just for one last time
I could be there to cry
With my best friends
As i say good bye

I want them to know i love them
And I really do care
And I want them to read this
Then they'll be aware

It shall be clear to them
Why I do the things I do
For right now they don't know
they have no clue

For months even years
I've wrote everyday
And I always seem
To have something new to say

I've wrote a "last entry" before
But I never really meant it
But I need to do it now
Cause I soon may recent it

I love you too diary
Promise to miss me when I'm gone
But please don't worry
I'm going to where I belong

I'll keep your lock unlocked
And hold you in my arms
As I die with you
Safe out of harm

So let my friends please read you
I really want them to know
Cause deep within your pages
My depression really shows

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