Come to hell

They only see a teenage girl
lying quietly on the grass
they cannot see your pain within
this pain which will never pass

but the soft green grass beneath you
feels like razors against your back
the once clear blue sky above you
has quickly turned to black

the bright yellow sun above the clouds
has changed a crimson red
you cant escape this retched place
you wish that you were dead

your pale white skin glows hot red
and begins to blister form the heat
you scream in agony as it peels away
and you burn from head to feet

Grey storm clouds gather above you
the sun is hidden behind
you still scream as your body burns
your going out of your mind

rain drops start to fall
thunder rolls across the sky
you call out to the darkened shadows
of those people passing by

they cannot hear your screams
you give up and look around
you see a house in the distance
and crawl toward it on the ground

now you sit in front of a TV
and you hear the thunder roll away
the rain drops keep falling softly
as a movie begins to play

a voice speaks out of nowhere
"welcome to your hell,
watch this movie of you life
and the people you knew so well"

you see your mother crying
looking scared curled up in bed
she looks up and you see her once bright eyes
painted black and blue and red

you dad walks into the bedroom
yelling and grabs her by the hair
he throws her body to the floor
and leaves it sobbing there

the picture goes all blurry
and your sister slowly appears
shes standing in some boys room
her face is wet with tears

the boy is looking frightened
his face too, is wet with tears
"how could you be pregnant,
at only 15 years!"

you see your brother running
as if to save his life
from his ripped up leather jacket
he quickly pulls a knife

he turns around and screams
his chest is suddenly covered in blood
his body falls hard to the ground
and left dying in the mud

the picture changes to a bedroom
a pretty girl stands in the door
she walks over and sits on top
of the boy lying on the floor

they start to kiss and cuddle
as he slowly undoes her shirt
he reaches round to undo her bra
as she smoothly slips form her skirt

you can almost see the boys face
your heart seems to break in two
thats your boyfriend on the screen
but hes not lying under you

you run at the TV
and smash it to the floor
so much pain has filled your heart
you cant stand it anymore

"whats wrong" says the voice
" cant stand to see loved ones in pain?
this is exactly what they feel
each time you cut your veins"

"but i never did it to hurt them
it never caused them any harm
how much could everyone get hurt
by a few cuts on my arm?"

"ahh but accidents happen girl
and one has happened today
cut too deep, and in the wrong place
and the price you have to pay"

"what the f!ck are you talking about"

you begin to yell
"understand this troubled girl...
you cut your wrists, you come to hell".