Trapped

As I hide behind my layers,
I feel like my soul has died,
and while I go on and cry,
I sit aside,
so as i sit by myself,
and reside inside,
I wined up to be quite on the outside.

So as my thoughts subside,
i feel denied..,
besides,
the pain,
and my dead pride,
i still go on.. and try.

So as i try to save my salvation,
it just comes to desperation,
and while i go on with hesitation,
and as i feel trepidation,
i just sit there without an explanation.

So as everyone looks at me,
my inside bleeds,
and it exceeds,
so while i proceed in my life,
I just need to look back.

So as some night,
i sit there in a fright,
and so as my pale whiteness,
and my quietness,
sights,
i bleed inside,
but in-spit,
the depression,
I'm noting...

While i have my pain,
and as i strain,
with my anger i cant explain,
I sit there in the wrong lane,
where theres nothing to attain,
and as i remain,
feeling insane.

So as i look in the sky,
every night,
i always wonder why,
I want to die,
and cry,
with tears in my eyes,
Where everyone say their good-byes.

so while i get left behind,
i see and find,
that I'm blind,
and that my mind,
feels inter winded.

so as i plead for my life,
and as i strive to survive,
i die,
and as i try to revive,
here.. inside,
I'm chocking to stay alive.

I'm just here alone,
feeling like I'm a unknown.

So as my life has begun,
I'm not having fun,
all i am is just running away,
and feeling outdone,
and as I'm trying to run,
i fall back down..

So as i believe in everything,
and try to fulfill,
all of my dreams,
i fall back down,
with just so many screams.

I cant deal with this anymore,
just like as it was before..,
feeling like I'm ignored,
and also restless,
as my eyes pours,
I'm here trapt like i have before..

So here i am,
trapped,
inside a gap,
by myself,
in my layers,
without anyone else..