I refuse to regret

Consider every relationship a moment you decide who you really are in relativity to that person or object, and make your decision based on who you truly want to be, in the search for self, we must all realize that not all relationships were meant to hurt, more importantly none of them were, they are the moment in which we discover who we discover and decide and recreate who we ARE, and who we ARENT.

Indecisive, I write these minimal feelings to express myself
Maybe I should take these pictures down from my bedroom shelf
Sitting all alone, without that familiar face beside me.
Sometimes the comedian inside me comes out and tries to hide me.
I wish I could have slowed down and taken a second look
before I allowed you to read my persona like the pages of a book.
You claimed to understand me, to have that mutual feeling -
now all my time is spent on the search for emotional healing.
I long to desire for you, yet I think much better of it
I hate the affection and the drama, yet I still love it
So to those who read this story, the ones who fully catch my drift
don't look at this as a ballad of hate, but an appreciation for a gift
For the encounter itself made me learn of a new side to me
It gave me a deeper knowledge, and the ability to see.
For this I am loving and tender, regardless of the circumstance
I owe my enlightenment to the simple fact that I had this chance.