Thank you (NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART)

Thank you for this lovely introduction
hopefully i can continue without interruption
I thank you kindly for showing me who you are
I thank you graciously for pushing the envelope too far
Maybe I am nothing more than a stick in your road
But I feel if I don't share my vision I'm likely to implode
It's not fair to be placed in this ridiculous environment
I am awaiting the individual who allows me to go into retirement
This is not a poem about why I hate my life
Or even a metaphor to suicide using the overrated word *knife*
This is not hate-filled insanely overexercised usage of unknown origin, wherein lies the secret to survival of remaining diligently presidential in condition,
I am the top, not at the top,
there is no force that can make me stop
free-spirited liberal fidelity combined with an unreal reality
I am the being the supreme source of love take my words and look up above
I am speaking through this simpleton, using his articulation
and its too bad nobody will accept my challenge of mental conversation
Lost with no cause we see the human race as at a loss.....survival of the fittest is the lie we hide behind, because NOBODY would be here without the help of another
WHO ARE WE TO SUPPORT OURSELVES IN OUR UNTIMELY AND CONDESCENDING WAYS WHEN WE CAN'T EVEN FIND THE COMPASSION TO LET OTHERS FEEL THE JOY, THE SHEER ECSTATIC BLISS FOUND IN OVERCOMING THAT WHICH DERAILS YOUR LIFE'S MISSION OF DISCOVERING WHO YOU ARE????
no more reason to continue
I only hope the smiles ensue
I have a lack of money, no revenue
YET I LIVE HAPPIER THAN THE FILTHY RICH DO......